Sunday, March 12, 2006 @ 2:30 PM
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[00:01] * RooP is HO RIA-ing with : James Blunt - You're Beautiful [03:33m/320Kbps/44KHz]
i dedicate this song to the ger, i really met her on the subway but...this week quite peaceful, no wind, no water, but loads of sun though. LOL. Weather is back to the summer days, hot and humid. My throat irritation doesnt get any betta, my running nose doesnt get any betta too. I mean wth is wrong with me sia.
Every morning without fail my nose is like a running tap, cant take it. -_-" and to think of it, it all started when i came back from TTSH last june. Or mabbe my body is aging up already, my immune system starting to go haywire. Mabbe i got some incurable disease which the medical world doesnt know of it yet? D:
But i cant bother of all this cos got other stuff to prioritise on. Career yes its the most important thing for me now. With my pathetic pay now, i basically cant do anything much. LOL. Another area is my love life. LOL. To get me such a blockhead to like someone is very difficult. but to get a blockhead like me to start attack its even more difficult. HAHA. mabbe i would just do this. Go up to the ger and just ask her straight in her face. LOL. Theres only 2 probabilities, either you get the ger or you lose the ger.
Gamble is not my strong side as i always tend to lose in gambling. HAHA. mabbe thats why you never heard of me going after a ger i like and plan my attacks yet. LOL. But to put it bluntly, i dunno how. i have been gathering info on how to execute but just that im very unsure about myself.
Self esteem you might say but i lack self confidence. Even lacking self confidence in conversation. What i need is just some 10% of the casanovaness of those casanovas and my job will be easier. LOL. My dad was no casanova nor was he ever like to sweet talk to the opposite sex. HAHA. Sia lah think i inherited from him straight. =P
Heard from my mum that my maternal-grandma intro-ed my mum to him de leh thru some frens or relatives. Then they settle down and got married. My dad was in his thirties when he got married. sia lah. I hope his son wont follow his footsteps. =x AND YES WHICH I TRULY HOPE SO!.
I have this uncle who knows how to read palms. So this uncle of mine came to my house before the CNY for a small visit together with some lamas. And i jokingly asked him to help me look my palm. LOL. and to my shockness, he said i will get married by **. i was like WTF? somemore im 26 this year. ** MORE YEARS LEH!. -__-" and wait. my mum said it would be even sooner cos normally this type of age thing normally counted in the lunar calendar. i down there -____-""
Somehow after that i felt regretted asking him. it gave me hope and also at the same time worries. LOL. my this kind of pattern wil get married? HAHAHA. impossible lor. =P
Somemore career not stable, no cash. its very difficult lor. LOL. Anyway i will try my very best to succeed. cos i can see from my mum's face, she very hopeful lor. LOL. Can see that she wanted to have grandchildren to hold le. WAHAHAHA. =x
Watever it is, i just hoped everything would be smooth sailing for me, be it love, work or play. I just hoped i could bring out the best of me in these areas.
Next sat will be the showdown between me and kaiqi. an R32 match up. Hope i could perform my very best. Last match up with leon i lost like nobody's business. This time round im not going to let myself down again. =:< I can sense that alot of people are disappointed with me last time round though they din say out. Bless me people. ;)
Hopefully ryo can bring back cheap cheap strike freedom for me from HK. LOL. cos i ask him help me buy. ;D
Atrium without ryo is very quiet sia. LOL. EH BE BACK IN 1 PIECE HOR. waiting for you to be santa claus leh. tsktsk`
Oh i got another new toy to play with. its a portable 160gb hard disk drive. WOOT! i can store LOADS of things inside. LOL. Went back to crescent last wed to pick up the stuff. gooduh. come in the best of time. ;) Thanks boss for the gift. =)
and now ja~ matta
